rough patch

i've been wearing a rough patch because this week really throws me off out of the curb. my grandma is still lying in the hospital's bed and now my uncle caught demam berdarah. fucko mosquitoes. and this week i did those extra lessons for uan preparations and i did the first tryout yesterday; not good enough. i've been tired all day this week, i slept early and woke up late and i had to take fresher look on things like for example biology, physic and math.

I am against nature. I don't dig nature at all. I think nature is very unnatural. I think the truly natural things are dreams, which nature can't touch with decay.

-bob dylan